15. a realization

visit patreon.com/SashaNebraska or sashanebraska.com for clues and the game Becca woke to the sun setting. The pinks and oranges flooded through her bedroom window. She sat up in bed, stretching her arms out. She felt a power in her that she had never felt before. She had done something to satisfy her own needs, even…

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You bring up everything

inside of me that I wanted to let go. Alone, I stormed the clouds of doom and made them wish me away with my madness. But with you, I am weak. I fear things that are made up in an ever evolving loop of loss that never existed. Your absence sends me spiraling into a…

~My Love~

The words drip from your lips easily. You say you were afraid. I ask of what, thinking it was the danger that I felt myself to be in. Anger. Mine. Building and causing all of this fairy tale to crumble. It seemed absurd to me. Not because you literally saved my life, how could anger…

Even the dark days shine

Even on the dreariest of days, the sun shines down on me and blesses me with its warmth. Why do I fear the days that come with the dark clouds? Rain drips on my face and I revel in its cold, its sweet splash upon my cheeks, blinding me with its wish to close my…

forgive me

I can feel your breath, hands on my skin. Forgive me if the sweetness in my chest is tainted with a fear. I have never pulled in the weight of a man and allowed the time to dance into the possibility of forever. Your soft words vibrate through my soul with more pleasure than I…

Bring me Back – a plea to God

In the grasp of life's delusion's you brought me wings in the shape of a man. Broad shouldered and strong in unwavering belief that all will be as it should, he gave me hope that the world would sort itself out. It has. I have found my feet stand firm against the earth and I…

His eyes

They still smile even when he's not. They speak in kindness and fill me with hope. They remind me of the man I loved. They belong to another man. Not the one who stands before me. They belong to the boy who stole my heart. They were the only truth in the sea of lies.…

You can love me,

if you don't mind my desperate need for slow dancing in the candlelight for no apparent reason. I know it makes no sense to most, but it fills my soul. Yes, I'll cry. Tears of love and tears of pain will fall and they will betray the smile on my face. I will live in…

~sweet serenade~

The way your voice speaks my name makes me tremble. There are a hundred who've said the same but it rolls off your tongue like a poem whispered by lovers sharing a secret. Sometimes you glance my way, your gaze stops at mine, and my breath catches in my throat. Take a moment to share my eyes…

Tell her to walk away.

She is standing on ice, clear and calculated. The cracks flow out, creaking under her weight. She watches the spider's web form. She looks up to the sparkling sky. Her arms out wide, she breathes in the cold air and watches it form, white and whispy, as she slowly exhales. Half wishing to fall in,…